nicelegs: but sometimes they call me ah fa..

nicelegs is single

haiz.. mrs nicelegs and me just broke up..i feel damn bad la. ..

we have been together for almost 2 years ba.. we had our differences.. and i think our characters sort of clash.. there are certain things tat she do that i cannot stand.. even though she started out with good intentions... alot of things she does is for the good of other pple.. but i cannot see our future together.. i mean i did try to picture it and see if we can live together as husband and wife but i think very difficult la...

it hurts me to see her cry... i just want to sayang her but i know i shouldnt.. i still like her actually but i don want to waste her time and then don want to marry her... and she isnt exactly very young.. its more cruel to drag on and then tell her tat i don see the future with her when she is like 30 plus.. i mean.. im a guy and im still considered young at 3o plus.. but for a gal.. pretty cruel to do that to her..

sounds like im trying to justify the breakup but actually part of me still wants her to be my gf... but i know i shouldnt look back...its heartbreaking.. she never stray.. she never look at other guys.. she is different from tat bitch.. but i cannot see her as my wife...

maybe she isnt the one.. or maybe im too picky.. watever the case.. if in the end.. after one big round i realise that she is actually the one.. i will come back to look for her.. if she already has someone else.. then so be it.. i deserve it anyway..

posted by nicelegs @ 12:24 AM