Saturday, June 25, 2005

pissed and bored... again

fucking sian leh.. im sick.. cb.. the lung infection still not cleared.. now coughing again.. i scare will affect my diving.. haiz.. knn...suay like fuck... on top of tat.. ms semb dao me big time.. i too lan already..

came home about 12 plus in the afternoon today.. after seeing doc and taking x ray.. sian la.. everything also sian.. then come home.. sleep... woke up about 5pm.. bored until now..

i msg semb yesterday.. in the morning.. ask her how is she.. never reply.. after tat about evening i msg her again.. asking her if she wants to have breakfast on sat morning.. she replied saying tat she has to work alt sats.. and sorry about forgetting to reply the morning msg.. ok lor... then i ask her want to have dinner instead.. no reply.. cheebye... this time i spell out... cheebye.. i fucking pissed.. damn too lan but must maintain composure.. must smile at the same time im showing my middle finger...

have been thinking much about me.... well.. i seem to have everything going on the surface.. but there are so many things tat make me feel unhappy... i hate my job.. tat everyone knows and i donno any coll who is happy wit the job....

im too bored most of the time... this few months maybe la.. cos i sick.. fucking sick chicken... how to go play ball like tat.. how to cheong.. cheebye.. sure cannot.. now even my diving is very much in danger cos of my lung infection.. cheebye....

i don have anyone i like.. lust have.. semb.. like i donno yet.. so no gf.... im not doing anything particularly useful to find one too... anyway... im fucking bored la...and there are pple out there tat don reply my sms... its fucking rude....esp when im being polite in the sms in the 1st place.. cheebye.....

see im so pissed and angry tat lots of my hair turn white..


its still largely black la.. but a quick ruffle of the hair will reveal lots more white hair hidden under the outside layer.. haiz.. im just too angry...

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