Sunday, July 17, 2005

min min'ed again

well..it has been a long time since i last updated.. .. well.. it seems like a long time.. although its only like 5 days.. i think... well.. have been lazy and bz like hell cos of work... from last post.. you know got presentation to do.. heng ah.. over liao.. boss say good job... so heng... have been working for the rest of the week.. even today ... sunday i also in fab working.... committed im.. no la.. got ot pay.. somemore double.. come lor.. hur hur..

anyway... why the sudden urge to blog?? ha.. many bloggers will know tat blogging is theuraptic... and its always a good ave to let off some steam... esp when i feel frustrated by somethings other than work... seriously.. i don take work too seriously.. cos this fucking job doesnt give me any satisfaction and security... true.. the pay is rather high... but i hate it.. not the money of cos... money i like... but the job itself sucks.... the bosses sucks..... the company sucks..... so there... wat the fuck am i doing here.... answer is simple... cos i damn nua.. look for job also lazy.. and i know i will prob have to take a pay cut of at least 600 bucks if i change jobs...thats unless i get into another fab.... then still can fight.....

wah.. i digress too much... anyway.. bloggin from company... so no pics...

i have been min min'ed... again.. by her highness ms semb....well.. as the story goes.. i haven looked for her for sometime.. after her no-return msg on the day of my 1st diving theory lesson.. i haven msg her la.. so after 2 weeks.. i bored again.. so i msg her lor... well..im looking for a drink.. and she say next monday la.. cos tat monday she got appt.. well.. ok lor... not an issue... well.. just msg her just now to confirm... and she told me she cannot make it liao cos her fren flying off tomoro.. so she meeting her for dinner... there goes my tomoro plans... have to find other plans liao lor.. knn...

abit of background on me... 1st pt...i normally plan my days in advance..... so basically i know im going out wit whoever i will not put plans in tat timeslot or day... if i have no plans on tat day.. i will prob stay at home and nua the day away... watch some vcd... go online.. watch tv... and other assorted activites... i think its pretty normal... i take planning very seriously... if i plan to go out that day wit someone.. no matter pretty or ugly... i wont have other plans to go out wit other pple on tat day.... i think its respect for the other individual no matter pretty or ugly tat you give them your time.. and don treat them as second class toothpicks tat are there to fill in your time until your next appt... tats just plan rude... and i hope your ass gets bang big big til it bleeds... cos you are worth it....

so anyway.. 2nd pt... if you know tat you cant make it for our appt.. pls have the courtesy to inform me once you know you cant make it... pls take some initiative and move you ass.... pick up your phone and msg me saying i cannot make it... don need to wait for me to msg you to confirm then tell me you cannot make it anymore.. tat only serves to piss me off even more....

i don think im demanding too much.... its very simple..... rule of thumb...
1) if you cannot commit.. don...
2) if you never commit.... but we have a tentative plan to meet...pls at least make an effort to meet up...
3) if for (1) and (2), the situation is you cannot make it... pls inform me earlier so tat i can be prepared... wat i really hate is to be stood up at the very last min...and if that happens.. i will curse and swear tat you house is burn down by some odd fire...

bottom line.. i accept tat there may be some times where commitments have to be broken becos there is no other way..and thats the only reason i will accept anyway....but doing it too many times only serve to make me feel tat im a fucking nobody in your life.... and it only serves to bring your status lower in my heart..until the pt where are you no longer regarded as a fren but a pest... so be careful.....if any of you are my frens.... and have this potential to dua me... take care of your ass....pretty or ugly....

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