nicelegs: but sometimes they call me ah fa..

what i want in life.. for now..

what do i want in life??? i find myself asking myself this question quite often this days.. i also donno why.. maybe it comes with age...but i find myself being at the crossroads of my life more often now..

I always wanted to try working overseas.. that opportunity came up.. or i thought it came up when i joined fujikura bout 3 years ago..i though oh good.. can go japan and work.. and the babes there are sooo "oohh i like".. but of cos.. i got a stupid jap boss who on top of paying me crap.. just tried to play for time by telling me that he will send me over to japan eventually.. i just have to wait.. well.. siao bo.. i have enough la.. so i quit.. sent him a letter of resignation..

started new job recently.. its a new start and a new place for me to develop and fight for whatever i want..

my buy a car plan has been going on for some years liao.. previously.. in fujikura.. cannot afford.. now maybe can.. but im sticking to jap cars.. cos continental cars too ex ah.. cannot afford..

but now cos the stupid transport guy is cutting the number of COEs .. the prices going up... there are more ERPs around and and they are increasing the ERP charges also.. knn.. somemore oil prices higher than before.. CASE is getting more and more useless against those petrol companies in sg.. its always when oil prices go up.. they increase price.. when oil prices come down.. they leave the inflated price unchanged.. knn.. even SPC is like tat.. there isnt any point in pumping SPC petrol anymore.. it used to be cheaper so it has its appeal.. but now its the same price as other petrol companies.. i rather go to other companies.. SPC petrol doesnt give the car any power.. the car feels sluggish.. so.. why pump SPC....

anyway...im basically stuck bet 2 models.. mazda 3 1.6L or mitsubitshi lancer ex 1.5L...





so far these 2 cars are more affordable la.. i cant really buy small cars cos im damn big la.. if i get into a honda fit or mazda 2.. the car will prob tilt to one side.. so better get a normal size one.. been tracking the prices for these 2 cars.. hopefully when the time comes.. i can get a good price..
been kinda vain this year as well.. as most of my frens know.. im a bai zhan ji.. fair until can glow in the dark i tell you.. and to top it off.. damn fat la.. so basically.. not very nice.. so... i lost weight.. yay.. from 102kg to 88kg now.. i know i blog about it before.. but.. i think still quite a big feat la.. haha.. suddenly all my clothes must buy smaller size one. yay.. and must alter my pants and jeans...good ah..

and i have been getting a tan... indoor though.. been going to this place to bake.. been going for a few months now.. and spent like closed to 1k liao.. so got some effect.. looks tanner now.. at first i didnt know tat you have to buy tanning lotion to tan.. i thought just standing in the UV chamber can liao.. but apparantly cannot.. so well.. have to spend more money..



tanning lotions cost quite alot.. or rather .. the selling price is quite high here in sg.. so i went online to get.. best part is .. now USD not so high.. so can get a better price on top of the already lower price..

i guess all the things i have done so far was for self improvement.. so tat i can go on to do better things..so far.. things seems to be on track:

new job: checked
better health: checked
losing weight: checked
get a tan: checked
get a car:
get a gf:

so.... the car part can work on it.. the gf part abit harder.. im planning to get a car somewhere in jul or aug.. as for gf.. tat one must see what fate throws at me...

im starting to think tat staying at home during weekends isnt fun anymore... used to rest during weekends so tat i can have more energy to work during the weekdays.. but now.. sometimes i think damn no life... and theres is nothing to do but watch tv or surf net.. and everyone is out with somebody.. its damn sian la.. been almost a year since ex mrs nicelegs and me broke up.. and tat time i was too focused on my career to care about getting a gf again.. now tat everything else seems on track.. it got me thinking again..

i guess its still a gamble.. you never know wat you will get.. its normally hard to know what a person really is like until you have been together for a while.. then.. if its not really working out.. there comes the break up.. which i think its difficult.. esp when your other half thinks everything is fine.. but its not.. haiz.. but the search must go on.. until you find that someone whom you think its the one.. but then.. she must also think tat way.. or else.. its a wasted trip again...

i think for now.. i must really expand my social circle.. haven been going out alot.. haven been knowing any new frens.. i think maybe its time to really break out of this nua shell and step into the light....

may the force be with me..

posted by nicelegs @ 8:30 PM