nicelegs is very busy
nowadays limpeh is damn busy.. knn.. alot of things to do la.. audit audit and audit.. knn.. so many things to prepare..
its june now... and its increment month next month... hopefully boss will give me what he promise or i will chu pattern again.. i no like pple hang carrot in front of me and later i find out the carrot rotten one..
been about 2 weeks since i last spoke to her.. donno how is she now.. was thinking of looking for her cos sometimes i miss her.. haiz.. damn fan jian la.. when with her.. then think of bad points.. now not with her.. think of her good points..
donno wat to think la.. lai.. lao tian.. give me a sign..
nicelegs is single
haiz.. mrs nicelegs and me just broke up..i feel damn bad la. ..
we have been together for almost 2 years ba.. we had our differences.. and i think our characters sort of clash.. there are certain things tat she do that i cannot stand.. even though she started out with good intentions... alot of things she does is for the good of other pple.. but i cannot see our future together.. i mean i did try to picture it and see if we can live together as husband and wife but i think very difficult la...
it hurts me to see her cry... i just want to sayang her but i know i shouldnt.. i still like her actually but i don want to waste her time and then don want to marry her... and she isnt exactly very young.. its more cruel to drag on and then tell her tat i don see the future with her when she is like 30 plus.. i mean.. im a guy and im still considered young at 3o plus.. but for a gal.. pretty cruel to do that to her..
sounds like im trying to justify the breakup but actually part of me still wants her to be my gf... but i know i shouldnt look back...its heartbreaking.. she never stray.. she never look at other guys.. she is different from tat bitch.. but i cannot see her as my wife...
maybe she isnt the one.. or maybe im too picky.. watever the case.. if in the end.. after one big round i realise that she is actually the one.. i will come back to look for her.. if she already has someone else.. then so be it.. i deserve it anyway..
back to work
haiz.. today is fri le.. just came back from china on tues.. came to work on thurs.. and now fri.. tomoro weekends.. yay!
love china.. as usual.. its always more fun going with a gp of frens.. used to go to china alot with my parents... last time la.. but damn sian la.. go with oldies.. go see mountain and rivers.. damn boring after a while la..
this time everyday like club til siao.. the gals there damn open and happening also la..
mrs nicelegs isnt happy about it though.. so we arent tokking at the moment.. totally unreasonable.. i cant care less..
