correction for previous post
i think after much thought and research...i have been able to come up wit a time frame about wat happens to the bitch.... i still cant be sure who dump who but i know tat the break up should happen in the oct and nov period last year... however... she is wit this present loser by dec... nice isnt it..
hmm. given the short time frame of a month she got attached again..
i think im pretty good at digging up dirt.. im tat good.. believe it
stalking..
halo my fans... or watever... im still sick.. knn... my cough got worse..haven been sleeping well cos of the cough... imagine waiting up in the middle of the night to cough.. and the cough action is like the whole body shakes.. its tat bad.. believe it.. haiz.. sick til like tat how to ask ms semb out..
anyway... being the fucking boliao me.. i went ahead to find my ex's info from the net.. haha.. in case you donno ... the reason why i don have a frenster acc is becos i deleted it like 2 years ago.. cos i hand itchy and looked her up in the network.. then see all the testimonials, pics and i cant take it..lost appetite and stuff.. so i deleted it.. so tat i wont have to see such things again.... but now.. or rather yesterday.. i went to search for it.. looked at it... and there wasnt any bad feeling in my stomach( cos tat's where your emotions are... according to my doc)....well.. i found her blog 1st... read it and confirm it... she has changed bf.. yay....but the thing is .. i cant be sure who dump who.. oh well....i read the alleged new loser's blog also.. hmm.. so i more or less got an idea of her lifestyle after me... and i have to say... she has really changed... i cant really identify this person as the person i love so much last time.. its different.. for me.. its a kind of closure.. something like tat... as for looking at her info... i think its sort of exocise some of the demons tat had been harassing me for the pass 2 and a half years....
anyway.. i cant say i didnt move on.... im just a person tat hates deep.. if i decide to hate.. normally.. if the matter isnt very serious.. i will just lose my temper and forget about it later.. but if its a big issue.. then i can remember it for a long time... thats my temperament.... but im also very nice to frens that i think are worth my attention... bought tat boon some hair growth product tat cos me close to a hundred.. cos he's a really good fren.. and i think he's confidence is directly tied to his hair..... and its sometimes not fair tat someone nice doesnt deserve more.....hmm.. not tokking about me ah... im not tat nice.. im only nice to pple i like.. im darth fa...dark side.. was there long ago....never a jedi man..
oh ya.. watched star wars yesterday.. not too bad la.. wasnt too happy wit the jedi getting killed.. even though i belong to the dark side( wit all the anger hate and stuff)... i like the jedi in the movie.. i watch all the star wars esp.. the 3 older ones i watch wit my ex at her house... i still have esp 6.. cos i borrowed it and never return... ( you think after she cheated on me she still dare to ask me to return her dvd??)... the 1st 2 esp also wit her in cinemas.. oh well.. its a move on la.. sorri.. out of point again... anyway.. lots of light saber fights.. which is kinda cool.. except tat its getting abit too messy..... almost wanted to take out my dick saber and show them how its supposed to be done.. heh heh...
my sis watched it one day before me i think... she cant really understand star wars... like most gals..haiz.. well.. my sis is a goodie 2 shoes... hmm.. almost la.. she just very lazy.. like pig.. she wont scold vulguries no matter how i tried to teach her and she wont even point the middle finger.. haiz.. so boring rite.. how to make a point like tat.. haha..
oh well... tats about all i can say for now... actually got alot of things to say and alot of thoughts to pen.. but then its all in abstract now... so tat all for now.. ciaos
sick and still working
im sick... period.. im sick... oh.. im not having period.. heng i guy.. anyway.. tats not the point.. im sick.. got flu.. cough.. abit fever.. since like wed.. but im still working.. cos im a commited worker.. watever.. haha.. i think i got sick becos my boss whack and whack us... haiz.. last 2 weeks have been the most difficult time im having in chartered.. im going to night shift in another weeks time.. thanks god for that.. no more meetings.... phew...
anyway.... not too much updates on ms semb.. after tat monday had lunch wit her then never see her til now.. prob next week... she is now in malaysia with her family.. told me "cya when back heh"..so i guess i will just have to wait.... she still very pretty.. haha.. i like..
eh.. lao ying.. thanks for the encouragement ah.. i also like sharks fin soup.. you can treat me also leh... i not sure i will get tat close to ms semb yet... but i think you will be sooner than me ah..haha.. nu li... ck nu li...hahah
oh well.. yesterday whack on specialist... threaten to sack him.. cos he take mc and never inform me for 3 days.. so whack la.. today he give me resignation letter.. good also la.. he got attitude problem.. so maybe i can get a better replacement.. tats work man.... pple sick take mc... i sick still come back to work... haiz.. tats sad for me.. maybe until i go out wit ms semb again... haha..
adios..
shallow me
I bought a guess watch.. yay.. quite nice leh.. spend money again.. but its courtesy of the boon.. well.. took quite a while choosing it cos there were so many watches in tangs.. ya.. bought it in tangs....anyway... tats not the point.. i had lunch wit ms semb today.. yay!!...
ok well.. she is working in chinatown.. and today i was on course back in chartered... woodlands...sian i tell you esp when its my off day.. haiz.. going back to work on wed.. and im so not keen.. knn.. we were bbq by the stupid indian again on fri... bbq during the morning still not enough.. afternoon he came to our meeting inside the cleanroom and bbq us all over again.. haiz.. sian.. oh sorry.. out of point liao.. anyway.. ms semb working in chinatown.. so after course go meet her for lunch ... had frog porridge.. and its actually not very good.. sian leh.. i though it was good..
well.. everything went well... she still very pretty.. tall.. slim.. pretty.. im smitten... oh well.. shallow me...
are you into financial planning??
fuck.... one word... fuck.. you know this is wat i said also to my coll after he ask me hows work... haha.. anyway.. this fuck is for a different purpose.... my cousin's fren.. lets call her FP.... short for financial planner... yes you heard it rite. she is a financial planner... knn.. suay like fuck... of all pple... she has to be a financial planner.... well.. she asked me if i can listen to her tok about her insurances and stuff..... maybe i would you know.. but i don really had a good impression of her since i feel she very dao.. gives one word answer to everything...and suddenly more interested when maybe she feels im a propect.. nice to be earning quite a substantial amt of money for a rather fresh grad eh... fuck....
oh ya.. better don go on about fp without any info 1st.... ok.. i 1st saw her on the bus about 2 years plus ago.. i think.. then after she alight she walk towards my cousin.. yay... can make frens liao.. so made frens i did... but then she had a bf.. which i did mentioned in my previous post ran off with another gal.. oh well shit happens you know.. then so recently i ask my cousin to get her number for me.. fp agreed so i got to ask her out for dinner or something.... oh well.. after a few unsuccessful attempts... we agreed on a time.. which was later postponed.. til today... and heres the bombshell... she ask me if im interested in financial planning.. haiz. i sian liao lor.. to me.. pple who try to sell me insurance and mlm are all cursed into oblivion.. i have lost frens.... cos they tried to use the fragile frenship we had to sell me things.. i hate it and i curse your father and mother for bringing your shameless butt into this world..
well ... fp isnt like this YET.. but i feel tat she is going out wit me cos she wants to sell insurance to me.. anyway.. for one thing.. i have like 2 policies liao.. and im pay through my teeth for them.. sian.. where got the extra cash??.. well... i told her im not interested..... and lo and behold.. tonight's dinner is off.. nice one fp... knn.... that more or less confirm my perception about financial planners and mlm sellers... they keep telling themselves that they are not losing frens.... but they are... bloody suckers who try to use frenship to make a sale.. knn.. oh well.. she say maybe supper can.. but im sure tats just an attempt to cushion everything.. im sure later she say she cant make it.. well .. i don really want to go out wit her anymore.... and its not sour grapes.. don want pple to bug me to buy things....
oh well.... and i thought my life is getting better.. maybe it is.. got a good paying job.. got some very good frens.. ( jiahui... ah boon.. ah hoon... lion.... gay gu...etc..) but... i don understand my luck wit gals.. haiz.. pretty they might be.. are there no pretty gals wit a good heart nowadays??... and to those tat ask me not to look for pretty gals.. im not.. im only looking for gals that i like to look at.. and they happened to be pretty.... i have fallen for uglier ones ok.. thoses aside... why am i so bored most of the time??....
hmm.. ms semb replied.. appologised for the late reply.. but cant make it for dinner cos she has got tuition later... i don mind tat she isnt available for dinner or watever.. i just need a reply... which i got ... so im cool now..
patience.. or the lack of it...
last 2 posts were happy posts...however.. after dinner wit ms semb on monday.. things seem to go downhill abit.. i haven been able to get her out this week.. maybe im too impatient.. which i must admit.. i haven never really been patient all my life.. except when laziness takes over and i cant be bothered to do things... tat creates the misconception tat im actually i very patient person deep down.. ( anyway.. is this the rite patient?? or patience.. after becoming engineer.. my england went downhill as well... haiz..)
ok anyway.. admittingly.. i have been in 7th heaven last mon til tues.. then after all these wear off.. quite hard to ask her out again.. and.. as i have emphasize many times.. i hate it when pple don reply my msg or don answer my calls... and its even worse when pple i like don reply my msges.. hate it i tell you.. i think this all stems from 2 and a half years ago when the bitch was cheating.. knn.. msg her don reply.. call her don ans.. cb.. later tell me don call her when she out wit tat guy.. haiz.. in retrospect.. should have slapped her.. didnt do it.... too nice to her.. now regret.. ok anyway.. she is passes.. now its ms semb.. but she so dao sometimes.. it makes me damn tl..
well.. today suppose to go out wit my cousin fren.. haven found a nick for her.. will post it once i got it.. anyway.. but she has got fyp presentation on wed.. so she say very nervous.. so want to postpone it to wed night then go dinner wit me.. i ok lor.. but then how.. means tonight i free liao la.. heng i never make reservations at any resturants.. hmm.. after ms semb dao me im sort of cant be bothered to be too elaborate in planning dinner.. just on the spot think go where to eat then go lor.. anyway.. cousin fren quite dao also.. knn.... donno wats wrong with the gals nowadays..
tat takes me to my next point.. i think im too nice to gals.. ferry them here and there.. bring them makan at nice places and pay for everything.. then they happily accept then later take me for granted.. sian.. some even ask for lifts to somewhere (bottle) and the best part is .. at the decided time to meet.. she is somewhere else and ask me to come back later.... usually i would have blown my top.. but i decided tat is not prudent.. so politely tell her i not free later liao.. ask her to find her own way to town.. well.. i think tat says alot about her..... so heng ah..i faster run..
oh well.. i just hope ms semb wont be so dao la... pretty gals all like tat meh??
lasik
to think i forgot to post my lasik experience online.. haiz.. was gushing about ms semb.. forgot to write about other things.. anyway.. here goes....
ok.. i have lasik on the 27th apr.. the procedure was actually simple enough.. 1st went to check the eye degree again.... after confirm.. go see doc again.. he used a special pen to draw on my eye.. hmm.. right eye no feeling cos got put eye drops.. but left eye quite pain.. the sharp pain kind.. just think of something poking you in the eye.. you will understand... anway.. then go into operating theatre.. quite a small one cos only got one laser machine there... then lie down.. and the doc do eye by eye...
he use something to open the eye lid big.. then you feel your eyes pop out abit.. quite interesting la.. but already cant see very well.. the he used something to cut a flap in the top part of the eye.. no pain.. then he put cooling solution.. quite shiok tat one.. haha.. anyway.. then for the main show.. the laser.... wah lao.. this one sick.. cos when he use the laser.. got burnt smell...haiz.. he vaporising the inside of my eye ok.. repeat for the other eye...
haiz.. this is such a boring post.. ms semb would make a much more interesting topic to blog about.....
fabulous!!... just fabulous..
been a long time.. its may already and this is the 1st entry for may.. anyway.. things have been doing fine lately.. other than my job which is getting more stressful.. but fuck it.. its just a job.. there are of cos other things tat have been bothering me and somehow things have turn out rather in my favour..
1st thing.. just came back about an hour ago.. went dinner wit the ms semb.. from her nick can figure out where she lives la... wah.. and figure it out i did.. went to pick her up and although im a damn good driver wit an excellent sense of direction.. im basically hopeless in the north area.. so its back to trusty
www.streetdirectory.com.sg..... damn good webbie.. got driving directions somemore.. anyway.. after a couple of wrong turn( intentional.. cos i pump too much petrol) i finally got to her house... waited for a while.. all pretty gals have to be abit late.. i accept tat and im not complaining..... (ugly ones.. if you are late..im going to drive off....kidding!!) anyway.. when she stepped out of the lift.. WOW... very pretty.. mind you.. i haven seen her for more than a year.. yes you are rite.. a year.. digress......
ok.. i meet ms semb though another fren called shuwen at this course tat cost 1k.. and i don think has any use to me.. ( not directed at you lion)... tat was way back in dec 2003....then i got her number.. then after a few phone calls ask her out for dinner( my fault.. too fast).... well she gave some excuse and so we never met up.. but i have been icqing and msning her.... in april 1st her birthday.. so i made something for her... well.. in case you guys donno.. im a guru at making pretty things for gals..and tats the last time i saw her... but we contact though msn... and then finally...... i ask again.. one and a half years after my initial attempt was rejected... and she agreed!!.. yay...
ok back.. anyway...we went to moonfish at millenia walk for dinner...the thing about dining is you should call and make reservations before hand so they can give you good seats.. the last time i went wit LP we ended up sitting by the door.. damn too lan cos the hot air outside kept blowing in.. ok anyway.... we have a filling dinner.. she had crispy soft shell crab wit spatt.. cos i recommended it.. haha.. and i had lobster and chicken spatt..we also had 2 mocktails and and entrie( donno who to spell)....well lets just say i spare no expense today la.. after dinner went to the lounge at the lobby of conrad for some drinks..for shallow pple like ah boon.. drinks doesnt really mean alcohol... we have tea... quite nice favoured tea.. we had a great time playing wit the teapot and the gargets for poring tea.. can you believe they make drinking tea so stylo man.. then its time for her to go.. haiz.. quite sad... but she told me her cousin coming to fetch her cos he wants her to meet his frens who can help her get a temp job before she goes into pwc in sept... oh well.. so i never send her home.. i would have done it...
anyway... this is a good day la.. she agree to see me again.. and i still think she is damn pretty.. haiz.. shallow maybe but she strikes me la...
ok.. number 2 thing tat makes me happy... the bitch has done it again...(opps).. she has cheated and left the fucker for another loser.. her coll apparantly.. so now i feel more satisfied.. this fucker.. when he was after my gf dare look at me and size me up.. knn.. i would love to look at tat fucking face now.. muahha.. song ah.. so he thought he had snatch some treasure from me.. muhaha.. now he knows.. and the best part is i heard they are supposed to get married this year.. haha.. before married she cheated liao.. hahaha.. heng we never gotton to this stage yet.. so... nicelegs 1...kelvin 0....
another thing.. im sure tat fucker actually spend more money on tat bitch than me.. cos she does most of the paying cos she was working while i was still in ntu.. so meaning he lost money as well... which i didnt.. muhahaha.... so... nicelegs 2... kelvin 0....
oh ya.. must i repeat tat he is short and looks nerdy??.... muhahah.. nicelegs 3... kelvin 0... oh he has something i don really have.. a rich father tat gives him a yacht club membership and a car so tat he ca snatch other pple's gf.. ok la.. so nicelegs 3.. kelvin 1....
winner: nicelegs
loser: kelvin...
kelvin is a loser.. kelvin is a loser... come on.. repeat after me.. kelvin is a loser.. muhaha.. song ah.. this is wat i call retribution part one.. im waiting for part two to happen.. tat is for the bitch to be punished... come lets all pray for it.. amen....
ok .. overall im very happy tonight.. and ms semb is just so pretty.... hmm.... pretty pretty.....
