nicelegs: but sometimes they call me ah fa..

did the kenny sia quiz..

posted by nicelegs @ 1:15 PM 0 comments

inconclusive leh

went to see the doc this morning.. lab test results for my spine tissue are out.. no maligant cells but not enough material to have a more detailed examination... which means.. the report doesnt totally convince the doc that im ok.. and thats worrying..

well.. he suggested tat if there is a need... a sample of the bone from the spine will be taken... that basically mean surgery.. which im keen to avoid.. cos i think anything going from the back is dangerous.. ( no anal sex for me!!)... the back is pack will nerves inside the spinal cord.... so its not very safe la...

anyway.. the way to do it is to make a small incision from the back.. then drill past the back of the vertabrae and then continue to take make a hole in the main part of the vertebrae to collect the bone sample... that should be enough for testing and to determine if there is anything malicious there...

i wasnt to keen la.. i mean.. got a hole in the spine.. then how to move .. but heng doc says the bone will grow back after a few weeks.. and the pain will be from the wound made by the incision... the whole procedure will be done using x ray as guide and i will be asleep.... which is whole lot better than the last procedure i had which is the needling into the back.. tat one so gross.. anyway.. i guess making a hole in the spine will prob impede my movement for some time.. prob a few weeks.. there is also the risk of complications.. but the doc says that its a very safe procedure...

the hospital will call me if they think i should do the procedure..... my doc is going to discuss with the mri pple and to see if there is a possiblility of some abnormal growth or not.. oh well... this is damn sucky la.. my morale is super low....

work is bz now.. and i have to have such health problems.. knn.. im not chao genging.. this year like not very good.. hmm.. hope my luck will take a turn for the better soon...

posted by nicelegs @ 10:18 PM 0 comments

nicelegs is not feeling well

been sometime since the last post.. didnt really feel like bloggin much la.. lazy plus some other things happen.. i did mentioned in my last post that i was going to nuh for an mri.. well.. i arranged to be admitted.. financial purposes la... well.. it was estimated 2 be at most 2 nights la.. but most prob will only be 1 nite.. but knn.. limpeh stayed for 3 nights..

as you know.. my back pain for damn long.. since the 1st of july... (gotta pee 1st.. take 5..ok back)
anyway.. up til now... still pain like fuck..
chain of events:
1. 1st jul go joggin
2. next day back ache.. not pain yet.. is ache..
3. next day go and play basketball but just played one match cos no feeling too good.
4. 5th jul went nuh a&e at night cos pain and take x ray just to make sure no fracture. everything looks fine..
5. went to polyclinic to get referral to nuh to see specialist.( get referral then can claim)
6. have to upgrade to private status cos the nearest appt they can give me is in oct..
7. see specialist.. the doc is head of dept somemore.. senior leh.. doc say most prob wear and tear.. so go physiotherapy..
8. went back to see doc cos like no improvment... arrange for mri scan.. got warded.
9. went for mri scan.. expect to go home after tat but didnt... found something inside my L3
10. suspected inflamation of the spine.. have to do a CT assisted biospsy
11. did the minor op.. knn.. super pain ok.. somemore i was awake the whole time.. well.. the doc gave me 2 jabs to minimise any pain...but still pain la.. imagine they poke a long needle into my back to draw out tissue near the bone.. and having to probe around before getting the tissue.. and doing that 5 times..

ok.. so basically thats it.. the experience is something that definitely no nice.. its very painful... even though i had 2 jabs.... i shrudder even when i think about it.... now waiting for this wed so tat i can go see the doc.. and he will tell me wat is wrong.. hopefully its not cancerous... inflamation will be treated wit oral antibiotics....

im really hoping everything will be fine..

posted by nicelegs @ 5:18 PM 0 comments

nicelegs going for mri

shide.. nicelegs going for mri scan.. need to admit 1st.. becos of claims... anyway.. back don seem to be improving so better to go for scan.. and see wats wrong.. knn..

so i will be going to nuh this sunday.. then stay one night.. then monday go for mri.. then maybe can discharge liao..unless the doc wants to observe me for one day.. then difference.. oh well.. hope the nurses are pretty and the food is nice..

oh a difference note.. this must share.. bikini contest.. i like ah.. the winner chio leh..

posted by nicelegs @ 5:46 PM 0 comments

back pain ah

haiz.. limpeh back damn pain.. and its like its spreading to the stomach area.. cheeye... pain like fuck..

now knn.. suddenly got this wake up in the middle of the night to suffer thing.. knn.. in the middle of the night.. limpeh will wake up becos of the pain.. somemore its pulsating kind.. so it comes like every sec.. cheebye..

yesterday night nearly pain til want to siao la.. knn... climb out of bed to take 2 painkillers.. then go back to sleep.. felt like my back snapping in 2.. cheebye..

went for physio again this morning.... ultrasound treatment and electro stimulation... both quite ok.. so after that less pain.. but one the effect wears off.. my back spasm comes back and im back to hell.. cheebye

posted by nicelegs @ 7:03 PM 0 comments

life isnt not good.. but it isnt wat im contented wit

haven been bloggin much.. im getting a bit of a block now..and im really not writing much.. most of the time i was thinking of blogging but then suddenly the urge went away.... so in the end.. still no updates.. but today abit diff.. fresh fuel for bloggin.. for complaining.. for suanning..

my back has been in pain for a damn long time.. and i suspect its really affecting my mood.. its damn irritating... i have always understand women and they pms and cramps and all those shit.. now im living like one.. knn.. imagine having painful cramps everyday for one whole month.. and counting... see you grouchy or not... but in my case.. its worse than cramps.. not tat i know about stomach cramps la.. i don bleed from below and i don have a pussy( i love them though).... imagine simple things like bending down to take something bringing pain to the back.. the pain is intense and sudden... walking has also become a chore and i have to take extra care when i walk cos if i miss a step or watever.. the pain comes in man... cos you use your back muscles to keep yourself balanced... knn..

and worse part is.. cheebye.. now i cant drink... zero alcohol... any of those make my back super pain.. even when im not moving at all.. sitting down or resting.. pain like fuck... don never need to look at the percentage of alcohol.. 1% i also pain la.. knn...

verdict is ...my mood is bad... face is black.. and god help anyone who tries to be an ass in front of me..

on a separate note.. i would cast the obliteration spell on anyone who tells me to believe in watever religion so that my spine will heal...
same applies for insurance agents and mlm sellers....
if i don manage to kill you .. at least i drain your mana.... bearing in mind that my scolding power has actually decrease.. (or you can say im actually more patient nowadays).. so that drops my level...

well. anyway.. im abit grey on the career front.. and im really pissed with some pple following the NWC's recommendation a tad too closely.. motivation.. gone la.. well.. i suppose there is a trade off.. you cant have money and a fulfilling job at the same time... actually can.. but tat job duaed me...knn.. ganna hang out to dry.. but tats another story.. tat happens 2 years ago..

the pt is.. sometimes a high pressure job will gets you more money.... but you cant really enjoy your life or you are not happy.. cos the job sucks you up.. eg:CS.. knn.. pay so high but you feel like a dog.. so i jump ship.. now leh.. i feel like im super dispensable.. if there were to be a retrenchment.. i sure 1st one to go.. plus pay is like so so.. sian.. morale not too high leh.. however.. not very pressure here..

i have always been a good counsel on lots of things.. mainly becos i a very practical person.. (discount tat quality from shopping)... so .. i got many pple asking me advice on lots of things... anyway.. nowadays the number one thing pple ask is..relationship.. ok la.. counselling.. i quite pro leh..

lately got 2 cases... ok maybe not too recent liao... 1st case.. jis is guy trying to chase gal.. but guy cannot decide which gal to chase... however guy already decide wat to do but still ask advice from jedi master nicelegs.. (let me 1st say tat guy's decision goes against norm).. and proceed to challenge everything tat the master says... my pt is.. why the fuck you ask for advice when you already made up your mind??.. want to pick a fight ah??.. but anyway.. since this time i become more patient... i just listen lor.. but i make it a pt to ask him wat he wants 1st.. then after that i just ask him to go and do watever he wants to do.. see.. nicelegs also can be nice..

2nd case... abit like my case last time.. with the bitch.. but this time its the idiot.. ya.. we are on speaking terms again cos im a really forgiving person... well.. tat idiot has a gf but at the same time.. the gf is someone elses gf.. nice.. basically he went for someones gf la... well... to me.. the bulk of the blame lies with the gal.. gal stray and get together wit idiot even though the bf stays at the same house as her.. this is really good.. who in the right mind will still want the gal??..which in my dictionary is a as good as a bitch.. but well.. idiot was never classified as normal to me.. and some other mutual frens..

anyway.. he has the habit of giving me too much info... like wat they do SEXUALLY... haiz.. yes.. i like to watch porn once in a while.. my fav porn star is ichigo milk.. i prefer asians... but that not the pt.. its really gross when he tells me he just got a hand job...and then suddenly ask me how often i mastabate...knn..wtf..but being the good jedi master tat im.. i told him at least 5 times daily... haiz.. idiot.. he believes me... think i no need to work ah..where got the time during work go quiet corner to jerk off..siao leh..

well.. he has the same stubborness as 1st case guy.. but then idiot is abit milder.. so he doesnt challenge... he just does the exact opp and then tells you about it... and proceed to ask you wat to do next.. and he proceeds to do the exact opp and tells you abou it and proceed to ask you wat to do next again... and it goes on... so.. this case.. tatic is same as 1st case.. ask him wat you want and tell him to do it..

im really not fussed if they both get into trouble you know.. i didnt tell them wat to do..

life isnt bad.. but things are not at the way i want them to be... well.. you cant have it all la.. can we??... at least now i got these 2 nutcases to entertain me...

posted by nicelegs @ 1:33 PM 0 comments