Tuesday, July 31, 2007

wo bu fu

looks like things hasnt been going the way i want it to go nowadays.. im not happy with alot of things..

i think very soon i will become angry person once again.. i hate my job.. i hate my pay.. i hate my management..i don think i should work very hard from now on.... which is really a bad thing since i can perform quite well under pressure.. but i don want to work too hard for a company not rewarding me as they should..i don want to be shortchanged too much..

i cannot work too hard under a boss who promise me on thing and cannot deliver.. of cos since im the king of wayang... i still wayanging..

i think under the present conditions.. if either one of my coll or me leaves.. then the project isnt going to succeed.. and the 2 of us arent paid the way we should be based on the responsibilites we hold..

I can safely say i feel no remorse if going to leave an create a vacuum.. since they already let 2 of the more impt pple leave in the midst of the project....

on the personal front.. hasnt been too good as well.. fuck everything la..

Monday, July 16, 2007

the place is going to the dogs

knn.. my boss hang carrot and the carrot rotten.. cb..

never deliver on wat he promise.. cant give me wat he said.. tried to use the japan thing on me again.. no use liao la..

i seriously cannot understand why we are working so hard and the pay and increment is damn fucked up... i guess the grade we get isnt by the hard work we put in.. why are some pple being paid alot more for less work?..

im super not motivated now.. you want me to lead.. i lead... lead where i donno.. let the guys who are getting more lead.. im taking a back seat.. and ill bail when the time is rite...